Life is like climbing a mountain...It seems to get harder as you go if you don't figure out why..
If you have an easy life with a few bumps along the way I envy you, truly. But for many of us and a bunch of really brave souls it has been anything but smooth. Life isn't supposed to be they say, and that earth is a school for the soul we chose to ascend with spiritually. To challenge us to feel, experience, overcome, and triumph over and take back with us when we leave our body behind and return to Source. Terrific. sounds great sign me up I once said from the other side. There were such devastating times I had to have spiritual readings as I was so rewired just to find the ground under my feet. I trusted the same spiritual space that tore up my human let's say through painful, life altering episodes I didn't think I would survive, multiple times. Each time I had to go deeper, try to go multidimensionally to see how to navigate the next soul enhancing but human breaking trial. I had to ask, inquire, seek, learn something about the why. Maybe that kept me on this earth till now. Because I surely could not understand how things could have gotten so messed up and how I could make it in this clearly material and dark world. At 62 now it's not any easier, and maybe I have learned and accepted my fate to some degree. Learning to let go and just be which I would definitely say is my hardest challenge after all the hits I have endured that seemed non stop. Hit, break, fall, numb, learn, step one up, or bounce back. Rinse and repeat so many times I just began to recoil in isolation. Why was I created with so many mental, physical, emotional anomalies, contradictions to try and succeed through. But asking, pushing for answers has helped when nothing made sense. Now it's simply faith when the answers don't come but there is a faint inner knowing surfacing to the front. The voice I couldn't hear in all the madness. It says just hold on a little more--you're almost there....and to learn faith through fear.
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